. Friday Aug 24 @ 05:25am
Well I didn’t expect packing to be what my day consisted of tomorrow.

the-riley-james:

brookewilson33:

You always have a way of bringing a smile to my face in even the darkest of times.  I don’t know what I’d do without you in my life. You’re the ball of sunshine I need to keep me going. No matter what I do I always know you’re there with open arms and a smile on your face. You really are my better half. Because I knew you, I’ve been changed for good. You’ve made such an impact on me, and whether we’re near or far, the love I have for you will never change. I’m going to be a wreck without you, honey bee. I know you hate phone calls, but will you make an exception every now and then for me? You’re the best friend I’ve ever had. You’re the only person who’s actually given a shit about me and brought me up when I was at my lowest. I have you to thank for my sanity. All of our late nights that we spent watching lame youtube videos and bitching out whatever we needed to will always be some of the best times I’ve had in my life. I guess it’s not what you do, but who you’re with, right? And I’m glad it was with you Riley James. I know I’m who I am today because I knew you. I don’t want to leave you. Don’t make me go back home alone, Little Foot.

You know I love to make you smile, Brooke. And I’ll always try to make you smile, no matter what. You’re little ball of sunshine isn’t going anywhere. She’s always going to be here to brighten your day, even just a little bit. We’re like a married couple without the commitment. We’re there for each other when it counts. Distance has no impact on our love. You could be in Antarctica and nothing would change. I’m going to be a mess without you too. Who else am I going to have my dance parties with or talk to when I need advice? I can’t go to Josh about things concerning him. For you, I’d do anything. I’ll talk on the phone for hours for you. You know other people care about you, Brooke. Other people will always be there for you. You might not have been able to see it, but they will be. I’ll never forget the times we spent just talking about the most random things. Those are some of the best times I’ve ever had and won’t ever be forgotten. I don’t want you to go back either, Brooke. You have to though. As much as I’ll miss the one person who’s understood me the way no one else has ever been able to, you need to go back.

Haha, I guess we really are like a married couple, huh? I even got in a smooch or two after the honey moon! You know I hate the cold! But if I’m ever in Antarctica and I see some penguins, I’ll think of you. You know how they mate for life? Is it possible to find your penguin in best friend form? You’re my penguin, Riley. We can have dance parties on Skype or something, right? I’m sure we’ll find some new tunes we’ll just have to show each other. I may not be down the hall anymore, but I’m always in your heart. Whenever you need someone by your side, just look deep down within yourself, and I’ll always be there to give you the strength to carry on, even if I’m not with you in person. I’m going to miss you so much.

I don’t want to say goodbye. I’ll see you soon, okay? I love you.

Friday Aug 24 @ 05:09am
Well I didn’t expect packing to be what my day consisted of tomorrow.

the-riley-james:

brookewilson33:

I know that, Little Foot. You’re the one person I always know is there, no matter what. I’ll be sure to call you with anything, whether it’s my ice cream choice, or if I’m going to wear Louboutin’s or Jimmy Choo for the day. Riley Karen James, don’t you ever think you were weak or pathetic. I may have tapped into your inner strength, but you had an entire gold mine of it, just waiting to be found. You’re one of the strongest people I know. You hold more strength and heart inside of that tiny body than you will ever know. I’ll make sure if either of us ever finds all of the answers to fly to wherever you are, and we can smoke and eat all of the ice cream you want while discussing the secrets to life. I never thought I would either. We’re opposites yet so similar at the same time. Does that make any sense? It probably will to you. You get me on a level no one has before. I didn’t believe in true friends until I met you. I love you so much. Don’t ever forget that, alright? Tell Agent J I love him so much. He showed me what forgiveness was. He forgave me when I couldn’t even forgive myself with the stunt we pulled. I love you both more than anything. I don’t know what I would have done had you two crazy kids not walked into my life. People come into your life for a reason, and your guys reason was to show me there was good people in the world, and someone could actually love me. 

Don’t ever doubt yourself, Brooke. You’re one of the best people I’ve ever met. You may not think you are. I know you are though. I feel so privileged to have you in my life. You bring out this person that I never even thought was there. She’ll always be around, no matter what. I’m not going to let a couple thousand miles break this friendship. You’re always going to be stuck with me, Brooklyn Michelle Wilson. There will be no getting rid of me, even if you tried. If either of us ever find all the answers, it sounds like a plan to me. We’ll eat all the ice cream we could ever dream of and talk all night. Of course it makes sense to me. I’m your mind twin. I always will get you the way no one else will. You’re one of the best friends I’ve ever had. I love you more than I can say. I’ll tell him. Don’t worry. None of us would be the person we are today if we hadn’t met each other. I owe who I am today to you and Josh. You taught me to challenge myself, to push myself father than I ever thought I could go. I owe you so much, Brooke. You may not realize it, but you changed me for the better.

You always have a way of bringing a smile to my face in even the darkest of times.  I don’t know what I’d do without you in my life. You’re the ball of sunshine I need to keep me going. No matter what I do I always know you’re there with open arms and a smile on your face. You really are my better half. Because I knew you, I’ve been changed for good. You’ve made such an impact on me, and whether we’re near or far, the love I have for you will never change. I’m going to be a wreck without you, honey bee. I know you hate phone calls, but will you make an exception every now and then for me? You’re the best friend I’ve ever had. You’re the only person who’s actually given a shit about me and brought me up when I was at my lowest. I have you to thank for my sanity. All of our late nights that we spent watching lame youtube videos and bitching out whatever we needed to will always be some of the best times I’ve had in my life. I guess it’s not what you do, but who you’re with, right? And I’m glad it was with you Riley James. I know I’m who I am today because I knew you. I don’t want to leave you. Don’t make me go back home alone, Little Foot.

Friday Aug 24 @ 04:44am

the-dtf-dd-asher:

brookewilson33:

Of course I mean it. I love you so much, Asher. I didn’t think it was even possible to feel this way about someone, let alone think I’d actually have it one day. I think I knew from the first time I laid eyes on you. I just… Felt it I guess. I had never been more sure of anything, and it scared the hell out of me. I love you too, Asher Cambridge. More than you’ll ever know.

I know you need to leave. This is something you need to do. Or that you want to do. But just so you know. I’m counting the breaths I take until I see you again. And you’re the only reason I’m still taking those breaths. 

You know if I could stay, I would. I’ve tried everything though, there’s no way I can. I don’t want to leave you. God, I don’t even want to leave here. I’m going to miss you guys so much. Don’t say that, please. Don’t lay that guilt on me before I leave. There’s more to your life than just me. Think of your sister. Think of Freddie. Those people are reasons to keep on going.

They don’t need me like I need you. I can’t wait for the day I can call you mine again. There won’t be a day that you don’t cross my mind. I hope that you read Great Expectations and think of me. We weren’t suppose to be Estella and Pip Brooke. We weren’t suppose to have this happened. Not to us. Promise me you won’t end up with someone else like Estella did. Promise me you’ll end up with me. I don’t care who you date in California. Just be mine in the end. I’m coming for you when I’m done here. I’m gunna go to Cal-Tech. Make something of myself. Prove to your parents that I deserve you. We’re gunna be okay. I swear.

Of course I’ll be yours in the end. You don’t need to prove to anyone that you deserve me. You’ve always been good enough for me, and that’s what matters. No one else matters when it comes to us. Our love is real right? So no matter how far we are from each other, you’ll know that I’ll always love you, and there won’t be a day that goes by that you’r not in my thoughts. You’ll be in my head when I wake up, and when I go to sleep. Because I’ll only want you there. You’re the person I’ve always loved waking up to in the mornings. I could turn into a morning person if you were there every moment I awoke. I love you so much, baby.

Friday Aug 24 @ 04:23am

Of course I mean it. I love you so much, Asher. I didn’t think it was even possible to feel this way about someone, let alone think I’d actually have it one day. I think I knew from the first time I laid eyes on you. I just… Felt it I guess. I had never been more sure of anything, and it scared the hell out of me. I love you too, Asher Cambridge. More than you’ll ever know.

I know you need to leave. This is something you need to do. Or that you want to do. But just so you know. I’m counting the breaths I take until I see you again. And you’re the only reason I’m still taking those breaths. 

You know if I could stay, I would. I’ve tried everything though, there’s no way I can. I don’t want to leave you. God, I don’t even want to leave here. I’m going to miss you guys so much. Don’t say that, please. Don’t lay that guilt on me before I leave. There’s more to your life than just me. Think of your sister. Think of Freddie. Those people are reasons to keep on going.

Friday Aug 24 @ 04:12am
Well I didn’t expect packing to be what my day consisted of tomorrow.

the-riley-james:

brookewilson33:

Hey, listen to me. Just because I’m hot boxing my room in Cali and not here, doesn’t mean I still won’t be there for you. You know I’m always a phone call or a text away. Nothing will change that. I didn’t bring you excitement, babe. You had it in you all along to get reckless, you just didn’t have anyone to be reckless with. Always live life on the edge. Don’t let fear stop you. Hell, let fear push you to do things even more. Don’t let me leaving change the incredibly strong person you’ve become, alright? You have more strength inside of you than you realize. I wish I could be more like you sometimes. You’ve got it all figured out. I don’t have a lot of things figured out in life, but one thing I do know for sure is that you’re my best friend, Riley James. You always will be.

You know the same for me, right? If you ever need anyone, I’m here for you. I’m always here for you and I always will be. Even if it’s something as simple as what ice cream to eat, I’m here for you. You may not think you changed me, but you did. I’m a better person because of you. I’m the person I am now because of you. If you hadn’t shown me what it’s like to be strong, I wouldn’t even be who I am now. I’d be that pathetic person I was for so long. You’re amazing. Don’t ever forget that. I don’t have it all figured out, trust me. If I had the answers to life, I’d share them with you in a heart beat. I remember when I first met you, I never thought I’d get along with you. At all. You’re my best friend too, Brooke Wilson. You’re one of the only true friends I have here. Without you here, I’ll only have Josh, really. I’m going to miss you. So much. You don’t even know.

I know that, Little Foot. You’re the one person I always know is there, no matter what. I’ll be sure to call you with anything, whether it’s my ice cream choice, or if I’m going to wear Louboutin’s or Jimmy Choo for the day. Riley Karen James, don’t you ever think you were weak or pathetic. I may have tapped into your inner strength, but you had an entire gold mine of it, just waiting to be found. You’re one of the strongest people I know. You hold more strength and heart inside of that tiny body than you will ever know. I’ll make sure if either of us ever finds all of the answers to fly to wherever you are, and we can smoke and eat all of the ice cream you want while discussing the secrets to life. I never thought I would either. We’re opposites yet so similar at the same time. Does that make any sense? It probably will to you. You get me on a level no one has before. I didn’t believe in true friends until I met you. I love you so much. Don’t ever forget that, alright? Tell Agent J I love him so much. He showed me what forgiveness was. He forgave me when I couldn’t even forgive myself with the stunt we pulled. I love you both more than anything. I don’t know what I would have done had you two crazy kids not walked into my life. People come into your life for a reason, and your guys reason was to show me there was good people in the world, and someone could actually love me. 

Friday Aug 24 @ 04:06am

the-dtf-dd-asher:

brookewilson33:

Don’t start talking like that. You’re going to go so far in life, Ash. You will be okay without me. You’re going to get straight A’s, you and Freddie are going to spend more time together, and you’re going to be careful with that fight club shit, you hear me? I’m not there to ice your black eyes anymore; and we both know I’ll walk my happy ass out here if you have any other girls icing them. Unless it’s Riley. 

I don’t want to fight anymore. Not without you by my side. There’s no fun, no..entertainment…I can’t do it. You have nothing to worry about…there will never be another Brooke Wilson for me.

You always need to fight. Life is a daily battle that will tear you down unless you keep on fighting. So embrace that inner brawler and grab life by the horns. Whether you’re in the ring or not, always keep fighting. Don’t ever give up, do you hear me? 

Brooke…you better fucking mean that you love me. Because I’ve loved you since I realized that had you been pregnant, I wanted to be the father, I wanted to be with you forever. That I want to be Mr. Brooke Wilson. I don’t give a fuck about what anyone has to say. I love you Brooke. I fucking love you.

Of course I mean it. I love you so much, Asher. I didn’t think it was even possible to feel this way about someone, let alone think I’d actually have it one day. I think I knew from the first time I laid eyes on you. I just… Felt it I guess. I had never been more sure of anything, and it scared the hell out of me. I love you too, Asher Cambridge. More than you’ll ever know.

Friday Aug 24 @ 03:53am

Don’t start talking like that. You’re going to go so far in life, Ash. You will be okay without me. You’re going to get straight A’s, you and Freddie are going to spend more time together, and you’re going to be careful with that fight club shit, you hear me? I’m not there to ice your black eyes anymore; and we both know I’ll walk my happy ass out here if you have any other girls icing them. Unless it’s Riley. 

I don’t want to fight anymore. Not without you by my side. There’s no fun, no..entertainment…I can’t do it. You have nothing to worry about…there will never be another Brooke Wilson for me.

You always need to fight. Life is a daily battle that will tear you down unless you keep on fighting. So embrace that inner brawler and grab life by the horns. Whether you’re in the ring or not, always keep fighting. Don’t ever give up, do you hear me? 

Friday Aug 24 @ 03:46am

the-dtf-dd-asher:

brookewilson33:

the-dtf-dd-asher:

brookewilson33:

the-dtf-dd-asher:

I love you. Don’t forget me.

How could I ever forget you? … I love you too, sexy man. 

I don’t want to believe you’re leaving here…leaving me…I just..can’t…this is a dream right? I’ll wake up and you’ll be next to me. That’s all I want in my life. 

I wish it was a dream. At least I’d have the chance of actually waking up from this nightmare if it was. We’ll find our ways back to each other some day if it’s meant to be, right? I’m always hearing in those sappy romance novels that you can’t fight fate. If it’s in the cards for us, we’ll happen some day Asher. I promise you that.

We better. Cause I’m going to loose it without you. You better fucking promise. I…don’t know what to do without you..

Don’t start talking like that. You’re going to go so far in life, Ash. You will be okay without me. You’re going to get straight A’s, you and Freddie are going to spend more time together, and you’re going to be careful with that fight club shit, you hear me? I’m not there to ice your black eyes anymore; and we both know I’ll walk my happy ass out here if you have any other girls icing them. Unless it’s Riley. 

Friday Aug 24 @ 03:28am

the-dtf-dd-asher:

brookewilson33:

the-dtf-dd-asher:

I love you. Don’t forget me.

How could I ever forget you? … I love you too, sexy man. 

I don’t want to believe you’re leaving here…leaving me…I just..can’t…this is a dream right? I’ll wake up and you’ll be next to me. That’s all I want in my life. 

I wish it was a dream. At least I’d have the chance of actually waking up from this nightmare if it was. We’ll find our ways back to each other some day if it’s meant to be, right? I’m always hearing in those sappy romance novels that you can’t fight fate. If it’s in the cards for us, we’ll happen some day Asher. I promise you that.

Friday Aug 24 @ 03:17am
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